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The Thoughts Of My Pain
Through My Crimson Tears

"Sometimes"
Sometimes I sit in silence
And think about you dear
Wishing you were with me
Regreting why you're not here.
For some reason, I don't know why
I decided to let you go
Knowing better inside my heart
Too blind to tell you no.
I remember that feeling inside me
That instant I got the call
To hear, "Desi, it's about Eric"
I knew I'd lost it all.
But baby, why did you leave me
You didn't even put up a fight
Didn't you love me enough to stay
I thought we were love at first sight.
Sometimes I sit ain silence
And think about you dear
Wondering what I am to do without you
Wihtout you being near.
I've tried for many days now
To progress and move on with life
But nothing I do seems right anymore
Knowing I should be your wife.
What did I do to deserve this
To have you taken from me
We lived in such love and happiness
Now I live in such pain and misery.
It hurts so bad to think of you
And all the time we shared
To remember all the smiles I had
To know how much you loved and cared.
Sometimes I sit in silence
And think about you dear
Wishing you were with me
Regreting why you're not here.

"Find Me Soon"
The cut is so incredibly deep
Will the pain ever commence
The blood is like a fountain of youth
Does this gash make any sense?
Do I lay here in this puddle of blood
Or make an attempt to get up
Will I die here from bleeding to death
And will my body just be dumped?
I wonder if anyone knows of this
Did anyone hear the screams I let
Or did they see the knife stab me
The blood I lay in, the horror I fret?
Can I comprehend what happened
Or will my guess be as good as anyones
Should I forget this whole thing
Has the horror finally won?
But I have to face the facts
I can feel my life slipping away
So please let someone find me soon
Or today will be my last day?

Softly tell me you love me
Come close so I can watch your lips move
Let me hear your words clearly
To my heart they soathe.
Hold me tightly before you go
In case it shall be our last
Lat your grip surround me
Don't let go too fast.
Gently lay your lips upon mine
As through your kiss you tkae my whole soul
Let this kiss last the rest of my life
It shall keep me warm when I am cold.